how does one exactly put it into words? i am not sure how to say it, or what to say.

melbourne is fantastic! i love it here. its such a gorgeous place! and yep i am happy beyond words. =)

sitting alone at KLIA (that's Kuala Lumpur International Airport for the uninitiated), and it is indeed a interesting feeling to be travelling, rather flying alone. where am i heading? i am on my way to melbourne to visit you know who. and if you don't yet already know who is it, the name's Jem.

and why on earth am i going to such a faraway land, strangely i am wondering myself too. he came over to watch the production and we had the most fabulous weekend together, it was fresh, interesting and unexpected.

photos you say? its a bit hard to upload the photos here. i will be touching down in melbourne in just about 8 and a half hours. really really tired now, well that's cause i didn't sleep at all. and as usual when i don't sleep, my skin looks back and i get dehydrated very easily.

miss you guys and thanks mark jeth and jia for sending me off =p

its been the most amazing extended weekend really. paparazzi was better than expected (well we didn't expect much in the first place since it was all so last minute but we pulled it all together).

and the pleasant surprise turned out to be a whole lot more than a pleasant surprise. it's a crazy weekend with so many things to do, so much time spent with each other.

its still surreal and so much like a dream. it really makes me speechless.

happy.

its amazing what life has planned for you. or maybe life didn't. who's to really say if there's even a plan. but sometimes, things happen and makes you wonder if indeed fate exists and things had to happen in order for the next to happen.

and what's to follow isn't all that bad. in fact it might even be a pleasant surprise. coated with honey and just about 3776 miles away.

you know that this might be the start of something extremely precious when the surprise flies 3776 miles just to see you, and you fly 3776 miles just to see him.

ah.

i realised how much you meant to me when i knew how much i hurt you, and how much i was hurt thinking about how you must have been worried.