well my dearest raydance it is not that i don't wanna update my layout, its just that i haven't had the time to sit down and grab something like ADOBE photoshop to change my layout. recall: comp crashed and died, formatted comp, lost everything on comp. yep but no worries, i should be able to grab adobe soon, so watch out world!!!

'twas a great day. went out to town, did some work with friends. and this cute friend of mine did something real sweet and made my day. yes of course its a guy, why would i ever call a girl cute?!

speaking of which i saw this girl who was so scantily clad you would swear she stays in geylang and earn her keeps there. she was like dressed in this bareback halterneck, the only piece of cloth covering her body - if it was covering at all - was a little black trianle attached to a string that goes round her neck. then she wore this 'hotpants" which was so short and tight it would probably give her hernia, the worse was that it was shorter than my ex's boxers!!! to top it up she wore black underwear, no its not thongs nor g string but those big bottom underwear. is that DisgustinG or what. well sure she's our age, but hey she has some flabs around her thighs. please ladies, if you don't have the figure don't flaunt it. i mean if she was j-lo then very well, but she was like a 14-14-14 figure with flabby thighs. and then there are those who don on spag strap and tight jeans and have gorgeous 38 top by the virtue of the fact that 44-48 follows that 38.... urgh

sometimes people jus come into your life, screws it up and leave. its like hey lets have sex. wham bam! the girl gets pregnant then the guy goes oops and leaves. then everything's in a mess. a horrible mess.

its like the colours are stolen by the very person that injects life to your being.
its like dancing and screaming, tranced
the blur, the confused, the blessed condemned
its like a death that takes you alive
its like flying away and taking all the worries, only to end up far below.
its like running away from the smashed temple, looking for the stairway to hell (F.D)

took this off rob

Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a US radio personality who dispenses sex advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned in any circumstance.

The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a US resident, which was posted on the Internet:

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Dear Dr. Laura:
Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and I try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate.

I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the specific laws and how to follow them:
a) When I burn a bull on the altar as a sacrifice, I know it creates pleasing odour for the Lord (Lev. 1:9). The problem is my neighbors. They claim the odour is not pleasing to them. Should I smite them?

b) I would like to sell my daughter into slavery, as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. In this day and age, what do you think would be a fair price for her?

c) I know that I am allowed no contact with a woman while she is in her period of menstrual uncleanness (Lev. 15:19-24). The problem is, how do I tell? I have tried asking, but most women take offence.

d) Lev. 25:44 states that I may indeed possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claims that this applies to Mexicans, but not Canadians. Can you clarify? Why can't I own Canadians?

e) I have a neighbor who insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly states he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself?

f) A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination (Lev. 11:10), it is a lesser abomination than homosexuality. I don't agree. Can you settle this?

g) Lev. 21:20 states that I may not approach the altar of God if I have a defect in my sight. I have to admit that I wear reading glasses. Does my vision have to be 20/20, or is there some wiggle room here?

h) Most of my male friends get their hair trimmed, including the hair around their temples, even though this is expressly forbidden by Lev.19:27. How should they die?

I) I know from Lev. 11:6-8 that touching the skin of a dead pig makes me unclean, but may I still play football if I wear gloves?

j) My uncle has a farm. He violates Lev.19:19 by planting two different crops in the same field, as does his wife by wearing garments made of two different kinds of thread (cotton/polyester blend). He also tends to curse and blaspheme a lot. Is it really necessary that we go to all the trouble of getting the whole town together to stone them? (Lev.24:10-16) Couldn't we just burn them to death at a private family affair like we do with people who sleep with their in-laws? (Lev. 20:14)

I know you have studied these things extensively, so I am confident you can help. Thank you again for reminding us that God's word is eternal and unchanging.

Your devoted disciple and adoring fan. Patrick Rhoades
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i dunno about you but i was laughing.

something shocking happened today, i think i bumped into my ex. i saw this (cute) guy in cchs pe t-shirt - he caught my eye cos it was the same sch my ex was in - then i realised that guy looked alot like my ex. the diff is prob that he is taller. honestly i was quite shocked. i really wanted to go back up to see if he indeed is my ex but my fren stopped me, reminding me that i am suppose to hate him. its not that i am liking him or anything, but it is not easy to hate and i don't really hate people.

its been so long and i have finally got the answers. not exactly answers that i want to hear, but answers nonetheless. i must say that it is never easy to come to terms with something, even though it was quite obvious all along. its like the feeling of emptiness, like the entire heart just collapsed into itself and the excessive grief caused such immense gravitational force that it pulls itself into a black hole.

its not all that bad though. after a while, it feels great, a sense of release. like the emotional bondage is broken. it helps to have a really cute and sweet friend by my side doing excessively nice things for me =P

something shocking happened today, i think i bumped into my ex. i saw this (cute) guy in cchs pe t-shirt - he caught my eye cos it was the same sch my ex was in - then i realised that guy looked alot like my ex. the diff is prob that he is taller. honestly i was quite shocked. i really wanted to go back up to see if he indeed is my ex but my fren stopped me, reminding me that i am suppose to hate him. its not that i am liking him or anything, but it is not easy to hate and i don't really hate people.

its been so long and i have finally got the answers. not exactly answers that i want to hear, but answers nonetheless. i must say that it is never easy to come to terms with something, even though it was quite obvious all along. its like the feeling of emptiness, like the entire heart just collapsed into itself and the excessive grief caused such immense gravitational force that it pulls itself into a black hole.

its not all that bad though. after a while, it feels great, a sense of release. like the emotional bondage is broken. it helps to have a really cute and sweet friend by my side doing excessively nice things for me =P.

i am back finally. fixed my comp with some help from this friend of mine. he's so smart. i never realised i had the recovery disc.

its been so long, more than a month actually. plenty of changes in my life. good change, bad change.

first thing to do is to change the freaking layout! then will update you guys abt all that has been going on...