What's Morally Wrong With Homosexuality?

this was the video that i wanted to post a while back, but couldn't. watch out for the parents bit, and the roman catholic priest but. also watch out for 'the words we use bit!!" enjoy!!!

work overload

work overload, and being super upset and disillusioned by the government, but what's new in that department.

lets do another run down of the next week schedule

17th - Social Psychology Exams
18th - Intercultural Communication Exams
18th night - Statistics project due
19th morning - Freelance assignment due

why? because it pays the bills! thank god my client/employer is really nice.

and thankfully, my baby's really patient with me.

hate

hate is a very strong word. such a strong word indeed.

verb [ trans. ]
feel intense or passionate dislike for (someone) : the boys hate each other | he was particularly hated by the extreme right.
• have a strong aversion to (something) : he hates flying | [with infinitive ] I'd hate to live there.
• [with infinitive ] used politely to express one's regret or embarrassment at doing something : I hate to bother you.

zero

self esteem - zero, self worth - zero

quote of the day

"when enlightened dictatorship starts to wither away into irrational authoritarianism"

charming.

tired, 有点累

好累哦。这几天都不断的用功读书，每天都读到三更半夜在去睡觉。幸亏有爸买的人生燕窝给我提神！其实，我的三更半夜也只是到凌晨两三点，因为我觉得如果这么累，读再多也不能吸收到什么。bodyclock 也需要很多的调整。所以呢，小朋友要去睡了哦。

midterms and exams

exams are just around the bend and i've still got one essay and one project. talk about going mad and dying. studying has been on schedule, but i've got a freelance project coming up so i have to be ahead of my schedule so i can take up the project, what to do, it pays the bills.

got back another mid terms today. think i fared alright, but it was just a bit below my expectations. yeah i mean it was alright, but why am i not like the top!!! ARGH.

not even sure whether am i at least one standard deviation above the mean, i better be more than 1 SD above the mean!

been trying to upload a video, but it appears that youtube has problem adding this blog to it. so do click on:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPzso1OOTPM

fascinatingly funny video "what's morally wrong with homosexuality" watch out for the insightful bits about choice of words used, watch out for hilarious comments on the mother and the priest!

cheers

新生活

是不是觉的好像走到别人的 blog 呢？放心，这还是我小朋友，scott, [k], kiezin, 的地盘。为什么要换网页呢？因为这里是免费的！不用我每年花费宝贵的零用钱来负担。新的 blog，新的生活，全新的我！

考试要到了！我也要埋头苦读了。

幸好还有我的宝贝在我身旁陪伴着我。

colors and me

from http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

of exams and PMS

i realized that whenever it is exam period, i would get very pms-y. like super pms-y. and i think all my boyfriend, ex and jem included suffer the brunt of it. not that i am being mad and start scolding people lah, but just pms-y in general. like will get moody and all the nonsense.

i suppose that is because of my perfectionist. i absolutely hate to fall behind my planned schedule, i hate it when i get unproductive. like today. i spent half day covering half a chapter. what the fuck. at this rate i would not get my As. i might even get below B+. how traumatizing is that!!!!!

and and and, i've got projects due AFTER exams starts. like seriously. i got lecture on thursday, and the same subject's exams on tuesday. and yes what is covered on thursday is examinable. LIKE FUCK YOU SU GUAN YING!! can you please use some brains that a study week would be really useful! why is NTU always one step behind everyone.

i did mention that i am pms-ing right? that includes being whiny.

i am gg to sit and sulk now because i got no dinner...

thank god dear is patient!!

Magic

I swear i love the brits dry humor. it gets me every time!

well lets see how i am going to murder myself in the next month.

i have a 3000 word essay due this friday. i have a presentation next tuesday. i have another term paper to finish by next thursday morning because it is due when i am still overseas. i also have my exams in 20 days. i also have to give tuition and my freelance project which starts from the day i come back from thailand and right before my exams (why? because i've got bills to pay)

then its exams all the way till april 30th. one week breather and its special semester! i am mad yes i know.

i figured that if i studied 4-7 chapters a day, i will just nice finish studying everything in time for my exams. BUT, i don't even have time to finish my work! let alone study.

I AM DYING! OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i bring to you news report from CNET, on how to make sure your computer is safe from viruses.

DO NOT USE OneCare

http://news.com.com/2061-10789_3-6168629.html?part=rss&tag=2547-1_3-0-5&subj=news

"Since shipping in May, OneCare has failed industry tests and exposed users to attack because of a security flaw in the antivirus engine. The application also incorrectly flagged Gmail as a virus and in some cases quarantined or even deleted complete in-boxes when a single e-mail was laden with a virus."

Well, of course OneCare is by Microsoft. Read the full story:

It was already clear that Microsoft's Windows Live OneCare isn't a best-in-class security product. Instead, OneCare is a newcomer that needs to mature. Now a Microsoft employee has said that the product shipped too soon.

"OneCare is a new product--they shouldn't have rolled it out when they did, but they're fixing the problems now," Arno Edelmann, Microsoft's European business security product manager, told CNET News.com sister site ZDNet UK last week.

In the ZDNet UK piece, Edelmann is quoted as saying that "bits and pieces are missing" from OneCare. Key parts of the trouble with the application lie in the update mechanism and the underlying antivirus engine, according to the article.

Since shipping in May, OneCare has failed industry tests and exposed users to attack because of a security flaw in the antivirus engine. The application also incorrectly flagged Gmail as a virus and in some cases quarantined or even deleted complete in-boxes when a single e-mail was laden with a virus.

someone whom i don't know passed away today. but in some indirect way, there's a relation. and then i found myself at a loss of words, because i am not quite sure what to say, for fear of not saying the right things, and end up being disrespectful or insensitive.

in fact i am not even sure what to do.

and that led me to think about death. some time ago, i casually told my friends that should i die, i want kylie minogue to be playing at my wake. it may sound like a joke, but i think the idea is not a joke. for me, death is something that is sad only because there's a loss. but more than being sad, we should celebrate a life well-lived. a life filled with meaning, and then to reflect on our life now. because we never know what is going to happen tomorrow, are we going to regret anything if tomorrow never arrived.

i've always been quite happy, there's nothing i would change about my life even if i could, because i appreciate every single experience!

so yes, when i die, play kylie minogue and have fun, and celebrate for me a life full of surprises, unexpected twists, ups and down, full of meaning and joy. a life that we own, a life!

Bon Jovi-All about loving you

This is the sweetest MTV I've seen. I know you've watched it before, but I still want to share it with you again =)

over the weekend, i met up with jeth and jiahui and mark, and guess what was their first remark.

"hey kiez, did you dye hair black?"

like black wasn't my natural hair colour!!! ARGH, apparently i've been all shades of blonde for way too long. i have decided to keep black hair for this season!

lynette decided to make all of us laugh our dinner out when she declared that 你摸了我的心。literally translated from the english line: "you touched my heart"

joy to the world, to my friends and i!

this is my strawberry cream cheesecake! i baked it all by myself! and my mom - who once spat out my baked mushroom - told me that it is very delicious! I AM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY

alexis decided that i am rather domesticated. I AM NOT!!!!!!! but i dun mind being a house-husband and make delicious dinner and picking my baby up from work. HAHAHA okokok [scream: GROSSS]

who wants to eat????

NYT: Did Microsoft rip-off Apple Mac OS X in Windows Vista?

ok, i love this video. david pogue of new york times sets out to show that windows vista did not rip off mac os x. that whatever we had for the past 3 years are different than what vista is having now. watch it!

why i can't stand rich losers!!!!

i study my ass off to get a double major in a really hard to enter course, and just because everywhere rejects rich losers cause their academic is not good enough for local universities, there are those private universities that allows people to enter with O levels. FREAKING O levels and they can complete their double major with 120 credits!!! OMG! i take 173 credits, 40 modules plus one semester at internship to complete my double major in 7 semesters. and i need GPA of 4/5. they need a GPA of 2.5/4 and that is called GOOD ACADEMIC STANDING... that is called lousiest student in my school!!!

and guess what, they get a degree by University at Buffalo, The State University of New York with SIM.... and i, a university called NTU..

I WANT TO SMACK SOME ASS!!!

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and i am whining because i don't have access to such resources. like my bitch ling puts it, the rich will only get richer using her psuedo-evolution theory. and i am again not complaining about my family because my dad really works very very hard for us. its just this whole sandwiched class thing that we cannot get out of. no matter how hard the powers that be tells you. its not possible. its not even like i get bad grades. my grades are not that bad, better than most of the freaking rich people that goes overseas on their parents wealth, and they come back and get even richer.

and i will be just one of those lemmings. one of those lemmings in life. not the lower class, but the middle class lemmings. one of them. just because i don't have the means to do what i want to do.

look down on me.

Apple WWDC 2006-Windows Vista Copies Mac OS X

this is so damn funny! omg!!! watch it and eat your heart out. =p