its like lookin into the mirror and realizing that the person staring back isn't who you think it is. like the reflection on the broken mirror because you smashed it. different angles, different perspective. but just not who you think the reflection is. Stuck in a time warp where reality moved far faster but the mind preserved in an ancient form of self delusion, self worship. and the realization destroys every bit of sanity, reality in that ancient preservation. then the hanging gardens of babylon no longer stays, but slowly and suddenly crumbles. crumbles to pieces. just like the broken that you smashed into. different angles, different perspective.