oh no. i am developing a really really bad crush on this guy from my cca. honestly its a huge crush. and i dunno where to start doing what. a couple of my friends have been giving me great advice, and j still has some reserves but overall its going on fine. he's so sweet, man, he really really knows how to melt a person. yesh i am not made of butter but i still melt rather easily. what can i say. he's cute, behaves like a kid - picture childish teenager playing around with a softtoy trying to amuse another friend of ours. i really have to take it nice and slow this time. and yep my friend said something quite right, i am also getting on aft the incident.

now there's just one tiny prob, which i won't discuss in detail, just that this little obstacle is gonna take time. but i can almost confirm, and almost be sure that this obstacle doesn't exist. but oh well, we'll see.

i am so happy, i don't think i can fall asleep. in fact i was smiling away on my way back from meeting him just now, i can't sleep on the train too, though i was super tired. now someone gimme melatonin and a quick guide to get attach.