and this is the last post you would see from me for quite long while 10 days to be exact. i would be back on friday morning, so anybody wanna date me on friday evening? drop me a msg. you would know my number. for those who don't slowly find out. i can't really bring my phone to camp therre, but maybe being the perks of the ic of the wing, i should be able to.

went out for this function just now, and now i am at home waiting to go back to camp. don't think will be sleeping tonight. gottta brief the wing, do some final packing, make sure everything that needs to be flown over to brunei will be flown over. but it should be ok. the only thing i am worried about is the killing of the poor little quail. sigh sigh.

ohohoh, a friend of mine questioned whether i was really active and top. ok, for those who think there's too much detail, you can skip this portion. he was just commenting that the way i behave and the way i talk and the words i say are just so inherently passive. like how i like britney spears. and its not just him, there's this friend from camp who commented that i am teeny bopper or whatever he was trying to say. and the said friend asked "how isit even possible people think you are active from that conversation" - in response to a phone call from one of my straight friend. i mean i know i have become more passive ever since alvin came into my life, and i have never denied nor admit anything, but isit that bad? i mean not that i drag or anything. but not convincing as an active mehz? sigh sigh sigh. must change.

nothing left to say. just that i am kinda tired, yes as always, and i miss clubbing. and somehow i feel objectified again.