Oct 20, 2002

i don't really know what to say. my mind is a blank. i miss talking to him, even though it was only 2 days ago since i chatted with him. waiting for his call now. i feel kinda stupid waiting, but i am waiting nonetheless - no it does not imply i am stupid.

played my guitar a lot today, learnt a new song in a matter of minutes (yes its a simple song, not because i am good), it's a nice song actually, Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World.

i have always thought that one should not over zealously engage in a conversation unless there's a need to, so someone else starts a conversation. but i realised that it could not have been the case because if everyone thought like that, there would be no conversation unless situation calls for it. well probably because i don't really feel talky these days. i just want talk to you(him)... i am lovesick......

and other than that i really don't know what to say. strange for once i am quiet. this is bad bad.

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