its the dead of the night, i can't sleep cos so many things happened in the day. HIS phone was off, so i couldn't call through and i have been upset and uneasy. yes that plus the fact that i am in a bad mood, i am pissed by you and you and you. all of you actually, no not all of you. WTF am i rambling about? i think i am going insane for this month again, how interesting.

honestly i am really not interested to engage in such little nitty-gritty detailed conversation with you, but i don't exactly have a choice, it kills me to say no. but let it be known that i don't really want to. and you, yes just shut up would you, i don't really want to know what you did with whom when and what condom u used. and you, when i say i'll be there in 5, i mean 10 and i am almost always late, so be there late and don't be irritating. and you, don't give me the looks, i HATE it. and you, if u have no idea what u are talking about, don't talk, makes sense? NO, i am not straight, yes i am gay... are u?

argh i am going nuts. i need someone to hug to sleep. yes, if u think u fit the bill - i have irritating high standards - (now u shut up and don't say anything to this) i'll be one of the sweetest stead you'll ever have, serious.. and did i mention i was good in ... well excess information. i am so incoherent, i think i need sleep, yes, sleep and blood, and vodka and sex, what else can be better, the A levels???