i feel like a dog, i feel like a puppy, you know the ones that forever look like they lost a beloved. i feel more alone than i have ever been. maybe cos last time, being alone is not that bad cos its just alone. but now being alone means not being with someone. that just kinda adds salt to the wound. (what wound, i sound like i have gotten out of love when i haven't even got into one). it is all the same.