he's been so incredibly sweet recently. his msg made me jump (really) with joy today. well nothing today, just ippt. every static station was gold, but my running, it was so disappointing i am not even going to begin to talk about it. gross. disgusting. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. boring life other than that.

missing him again. yesyes i would stop it if i could, trust me. oh yar, ed from auz emailed me today, and he said some really nice things, thanks dude. most things are true i think, 10 months while it is not short, it isn't that long, and i worry too much sometimes. haha. and he said my 1st 3 wishes on my wishlist, i already have them, so why i am wishing for it. muahahah