my mind's in a blank. i can't think of what to write but this. accept death, then can you accept life. "love each other or die" - w.h. auden. i know this is going to sound so wierd but i have to say it to all those who know me. given my profession, everybody must fully understand and accept the fact that i can die anytime. there's never the right time, but it can just happen. i have to come to terms that doing what i do, living is a bonus. and that there's nothing to be afraid of death. only when you know death, can you know life, and that every day is just as precious. that we should never leave anything to tomorrow, because there might never be a tomorrow. everybody knows this, read it all before; but how many fully comprehend and understand. my friend committed suicide, and there was so many things that his stead wanted to do for him, but never got the chance to, so many things his friends planned, so many things his parents wanted to do with him. but they never got the chance to. so why wait till that day come and regret. i've said this many times, and i would say it again. tell everybody everyday how much they mean to you. a person would never get sick of that. i tell my mom i love her every other day for goodness sake. because the next day, an accident might just happen and you would never ever get to say "i love you" again.