well, he's at his platoon chalet and stuff and i am all alone in my room studying for my test. yes more test to come. isn't this absolutely disgusting. i hate that woman, she is so irrtating. i have never seen a more hated woman. i personally believe that she is hated so much more than anna nicole smith and condi rice combined with bush. ARGH!!!!

so anyway, i was talking to clay just now over msn, he was having some issues with his stead. of course i was helping him out (i am not as evil as you make me out to be k =p) but he said a few things that touched me. he said that i was very very understanding and he said that i was almost perfect. i mean those things are always on hindsight, but to be able to receive such compliments from 3 person on hindsight, makes me feel that all my emotional investment was worthwhile. at the very least i did something. that i knew that when i put in my max effort, it is felt.

so while i give in so much and be understanding, i also really hope that my other half would do the same, and its nice to know that he is so patient and understanding and yar......

back to my books before people start puking.