i know it has all ended. but how can you be so selfish. i forgave you and all that you did. i swallowed all of it down. i want to salvage the whole r'ship, but all you can tell me is to leave you alone. that you needed time to be alone.

i tried my best to leave you alone, but how easy is it to say goodbye to a relationship of 2 and a half years. how can i stop caring for you just like that? how can i just not bother about your daily life, about your well-being, with just a snap of a finger.

i am not god. i am me, i am still a human. i stand before the one i love asking for a chance, but it's still nought.

i can see why people can lose faith and be jaded and be cynical. i can even understand how some people can be driven to suicide. its not difficult be pushed over the edge.

but perservere i must. perservere i will.

i will try to be strong, and leave you alone.

i will get you back one day.