jeth, mark, jiahui and i just had supper. we seemed to have found ourself saturday activities of playing card games and mahjong. simple pleasures without spending money. enjoying the company of good friends.

jiahui showed me this website of the gorgeous resort in thailand. and the first thing i thought of was you. and how i would like to go there with you. why do i only do these things now? is it too little too late? if i plan for a trip to maldives or to this gorgeous resort in phuket, would you go with me?

walking them to the carpark, silence. they looked at me and asked if i was tired. but i wasn't tired. they commented that i am damn quiet.

i was quiet because i used to walk you to the carpark at all hours of the night. the road there suddenly seemed so different that you are not beside me, not teasing me about anything. i didn't get into your car and snuggle up to you. i didn't get to kiss and hug you goodbye like we used to.

but i didn't feel upset. i just miss you.