you make moving on sound so easy. especially when i am the one giving you to someone ELSE. someone else who is not me. 2 and a half years of memories. of love, of life. i can never let you go. just because there are times when its not possible for me to stand on my 2 feet again.

i'm sorry i have to do this to myself. because i can't take the pain. its the only way i know to resolve the pain.