i am finally back from the states. long flight and and even longer journey. and what a trip it has been. its been a fun filled trip, together with plenty of emotions and plenty of learning.

i guess i learned a lot about life during this trip. the awe-inspiring grand canyon, the beauty of sedona. the grandeur of mother nature had a very humbling effect on me. and life just felt so perfect.

along the way, met many homeless people begging for money. and it just struck a chord that its good to be alive and there's hope and family. its really cold at night out there, and they sleep out in the streets waiting for another day to pass. to me, its desperation and if i had nothing to live for, why for am i still living. but they live on, day by day. and through them, i found strength.

and all this life lessons only make me love you more.

today would have been our 2.5 year anniversary. sorry i failed us.


五月天 - 我们 (时时刻刻)

我为何要存在
为何要感慨为
何颤抖停不下来
你为何要推翻
为何要离开
为何给我这个答案

我们曾经那么精采
我们曾经那么期待
最后你把回忆还我
要我好好过

你话中的计算
准确的伤害
像精心打造的对白
我划开了动脉
也许不醒来
至少昨天无法毁坏

我们曾经那么精采
我们曾经那么期待
最后你把回忆还我
要我好好过

我们最后这么遗憾
我们最后这么无关
时时刻刻每个现在都在嘲笑我